I am so sick and fucking tired of dealing with everything. Where is my break in life? When do I have time to grieve...to wonder..to experience the younger years of my life. I'm tired of helping other people so much that I don't help myself. I am not a handicapped for other people to use as an excuse to succeed in their life, when they can damn well help themselves. Ahhh...how soothing it is to vent. Damn this all to hell...i'm going to start thinking about me : )