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I try to say goodbye and I choke..try to walk away but I stumble.................

To Come a Better Day

So many a things to unbrighten this day. I have lost control over money matter only to fall more deep than I already was. I saw Sex & The City movie which gave me more hope, but I got home and fell back towards reality. Don't you hate when that happens? Anywho... yup yup off to bed.

Lonely Days Make Lonely Nights

I am having mood swings like no one else. I find myself inspired one time, only to be crushed down by the next dark thought. What comes of this madness before me wondering through this dark forest only to find over the next hill there is still no gleam of light.

Neither pride nor disappointment

I have come to the conclusion life is too short not to express it. So here I am creating the second real blog of my life. The past couple of years have taken from me my creative passions in life, one of them being writing. This is my attempt to revive that passion that once flowed through me.

...I sit here lonely only to keep company the creeping sadness that lingers in my heart. Helping others has always been a heart felt action of mine, but it seems I have control and trusting issues to where it doesn't work out so well and hurts friendships. Also, it hurts to feel you have somehow been double crossed and stabbed in the back by your actions. Who knows the outcome of what it to happen. You can only help people so much before they have to help themselves. It's just very difficult to enable some people.

-Simply Stated